I have always wanted to make a blog of my own but I didn't have the time to make one. If I had a chance, I will run out of ideas to say/post. I decided that I should share my passion for writing through this blog. This blog will serve as a journal for me to write or say what is inside my mind. I made this blog to share my work/s with others who are interested.
I was actually used to being alone ALL THE TIME. I became miserable since then. All I did is to make poems, write songs (but can't make tones), write stories, choreograph dances, and to sing songs that will remind me of the things that happened to me. My inspiration for writing is one of my teachers who helped me realize that we shouldn't be ashamed of who we are. She inspired me to face these challenges with faith in God and confidence. She helped me (not literally) overcome my fear of being someone who is an outcast to many.
Being bullied is something no one and I mean NO ONE deserves. People try to bully because of their own insecurities. They try to find facts about a person to make them look negative. Some people tolerate their actions but many would like to fight for justice.
I try to fight for that so called justice because i felt really miserable for the past 3 years of my life. Being bullied is REALLY HARD. Knowing that I will be tortured with words, and that I will be judged. Being bullied helped me become stronger. I found confidence in facing those challenges. I had a stronger relationship with God through prayer. I learned to be independent with all the things that I do.
A victim of bullies gave me the fear of trusting people. I never actually opened-up to someone I don't really know personally. I only had ONE friend who was there with me through thick and thin. He helped me overcome that fear. He knows me inside and out. I always come to him if I needed to pur out everything. Although I still find it hard to trust anyone I just met (that is not new to everybody). I tried to find new friends but all of them rejected me which still hurts me until now knowing that no one will accept me even as their friend.
Many challenges passed through my life.
I had him with me ALWAYS.
He always comforted me.
He gave me strength when I was weak.
He was my voice when I couldn't speak.
He became my eyes when I couldn't see.
He saw the best of me.
He picked me up whenever I fall.
He had faith in me.
He showed me love that is everlasting.
He is GOD.
When I was in the midst of happiness, I never thought of Him. Whenever I feel contented, I never had the guts to thank Him. Now that I needed Him by my side, He was there. I thought to myself, I didn't deserve to be with Him because I tried to push Him away when I've had enough of everything that I have.
Now you know what I've gone through, I hope you will not judge me by my works.
Because...
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME.
P.S. Pasensya na sa mga maling grammar. Tell me if mayroong kailangan baguhin. Sa background, font, etc.
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